the gal is back....

Tuesday

30 December 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第174天

Boooo.... i'm back again..... after a long M.I.A... ngek ngek ngek....

A new year is coming, a new beginning? I pray so... =S

Errmmmm... Merry Christmas everyone... altho this year, i'm alone again... Mehhhh, yada yada... anyway, had fun and had vodka?!?! =.="" (i told u guys i dowanna drink rite? buat aku merah jer =P) Dun worry Shaun, i had fun... *was just trying to have fun drinking and dancing to get him out of my mind for a few minutes - oh well, it doesn't work. maybe only if i'm drunk?? haha* Anyway, thanks bro! =D

Holiday is so gonna end, and i'm so dead lazy... 0.o i dowanna go college... =( altho i enjoy the companion of people... but..... i dunno larr.... =( with my unstable mood, i'm afraid i wun be able to cope... i know i CANT, coz i never did, all i did was FORCING myself.. =.=

i'm messy again!!!!!!!!!!!

Just like how my playlist is.. =.="""

Dun ask me why, dun ask me how.. dun!

How i wish i can forget everything.... Everything... For once, i'm asking and hoping to forget everything......!!!! altho i dun mean it.... T.T

*Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee*

i still love you...

all i can think about it u, and damn it, i know.

No-longer-happy-tenniversary... ='(

Tuesday
9 December 2oo8
没有吴健豪的第153天

Yet another month passed... it's a total of 5 months now.. T.T boohooo!!!

StEfFiE ♥3٨٥٦♥ Mr.R

ღ♥are-o-pee-age-eh-end-eye-ee♥ღ

5 months had gone, yet i still love you.... ='(

HaPpY hAtcHdAy To yOu....

Sunday
7 December 2oo8
没有吴健豪的第151天

Happie burfdae to you,
S'lamat hari jadi,
祝你生日快乐，
Chuk lei shang yat fai lok.



hApPy BiRtHdAy RoGeR!!!

Hope you enjoyed your day..... =)

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

i still love you and will still love you....... ='(

its Saturday, yo!!

Saturday

i5 November 2oo8
没有吴健豪的第129天

its Saturday, yo!!!
Hmmm.. my time flies nowadays... Its already a week gone within just a blink.. oh my!!!

I still recall me being in malacca last week..

Well, nothing much bout today..

Went church for practise... then makan-ed with them.. and back to practise again..
After all the lalala (singing), i went back and SLEPT for 2 hours!!! yea, i'm a pig, i know.. who cares? nothing can be more tempting than my oh-so-comfy-beddy..... okay, okay, i'm overly drama here.. hmm, at least it is tempting for a sleep deprived girl like me! i slept like less than 30 hours within the last 6 days... yea, thanks to assignments...

oh yah, i'm supposed to go for a (opps, i forgot the name) 'what's that again?' bazaar in KL, something to do with street dance!! and i'm so loving these kind of events!!! i wanna go, i wanna go, i wanna go!!!! Not to forget flyniversary in Central Park Avenue in Ou at night! Oh-man, i miss both!!! boohooo!!! T.T
a moment of silence please, let me mourn for my loss.. ahahaha.... lame!

hmmm, i'm not sure what shall i do now... i'm BORING but LAZY!!! nyehehehe....
YES, i have assignments.
YES, i have exams around the corner.
YES, i have presentations.
but
NO, i dun feel like doing any!!!!

yea, u heard me!
lol....


okay lar.... at least not today larrr... i'm mentally tired... ='(

i shall rejuvenate myself with some games, mayb? =D
i wan red alert 3!!!! i wan TIBERIAN SUN!!! i wan DOTA!! i wan CS!!! i wan NEED FOR SPEED UNDERGROUND!!!!
muahahahaha (revealling my guyish-side of me... =P)

aihh... forget it la... lemme just play some childish, girly games... (the only games i can get my hands on. boohooo!!)

kays, night pepo!!

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

i still miss you, still waiting for you...

where are you???? ='(

i like to move it, move it...

Friday

i4 November 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第128天

i like to move it, move it... i like to move it, move it.. XD

watched madagascar 2 today!!! so funnay.... well, due to the fact that i missed madagascar 1 the previous time, i was a little blur about what's happening tho. but it still made me laugh... =D

Well, we called Darren Moto moto after the show.. (inside joke)

So darren, who's Gloria? ahahhahaa

Went to Ou with Erisha, Adrian, Christy and Darren and his friends... i cant rber their names =( i only recall Nic (rite, christy? ehehehe)...

Waited for the slow-tortoise-Darren for almost an hour!!! My gosh!!! Adrian and christy waited almost 2 hours! @.@ Thank God, we made it in time for the 11.15 one. Grab popcorns and our seats... There, we are, started munching already... we're so damn hungry, u know.. And guess what? The show actually started bout 11.50!!! wtf! our popcorns were already half gone.

And i dunno what was i thinking, until i misinterpret SPRITZER as SPRITE!!! =.=""" Until the guy gave me a bottle of SPRITZER, i was like "oh no, it's a mineral water" tsk tsk tsk... Stephanie, Stephanie, Stephanie.. *thinking bout someone too much, mayb?*

Shall not talk bout the movie, find it out yourself! XD

Fast forward to LUNCH. nyehehe...

We actually went from Ou to Ikea! Coz Darren crave for meatballs that bad! =.="" Since he's the driver, so yeah, we went over to Ikea..

I never liked that place.. Coz the food can barely fill up my stomach.. =( Yet, i was kinda full today. thanks to the soft drink!! =.=" and mayb becoz of the popcorn too? o.O

Then we went to the safari thingie.... *which reminded me of him =(* We spent quite some time, looking at the dogs... they're just oh-so-adorable!!!! awwww.... i can see you nodding in agreement =D

The puppies are so iresistable!!! so cuteeeee..... and they are so playful.... (okay, not they, but one or two active ones.. the others are like sleeping pigs..) their little eyes and ears, and little paws... awwww..... kay, kay i can keep going on the whole day "awwww-ing" here.. lol *i wan a dog!!! and i miss Momo.. ='(*

i touch a snake!!! ehehehhe.... feels like the skin type of handbag.. =.="" julianne, are u scared already? nyehehehe....

KDU, after that.. errr.. no idea why we went there tho.. so random, i know... Okay, maybe a surprise visit to see Marvin? =)

Then we took a cab back to Kepong, in the midst of heavy rain... as the twins cant send us coz they had something on.

Oh well, that's about it for today...

No, there is no photo for today's outing...

Puppies!!!! (so adorable, rite, rite, rite?? =D)

*he used to say, this is me and him! ='(*

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

everytime i wish that this has never happened...

everytime i wish that you are still here with me... ='(

No-longer-happy-nineniversary... ='(

Sunday

9 November 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第123天

Another month passed... it's 4 months now.. T.T

StEfFiE ♥3٨٥٦♥ Mr.R

ღ♥are-o-pee-age-eh-end-eye-ee♥ღ

i'll still love you.... ='(

Let's go to the zoo~~~~~

Saturday

8 November 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第122天

shall soon update about one day trip to malacca...

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!! >.<

Friday

7 November 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第121天

OMG OMG OMG!!!!

someone, tell me.... wat did i do.... crap crap crap... arggghhh... T.T

dunno larrr... lost.. messy.... boohooo!!!!

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

God, i hope what i did is right... i rili dunno wat should i do now.. T.T

+*+*+* S-U-R-V-E-Y *+*+*+

A break from assignments......

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
-- if everything runs smoothly, 25 it is.


2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
-- well guess i've said it alot times b4? yet, it's still the same "i still love you".

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
-- anywhere!!! just want that 'someone' to go with me.... =(


4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
-- it has always been the same dream.... the one and only dream!!! i was never greedy.....

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
-- maybe just a day or two? i'll die without food and water lar..... XD

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
-- Guess i've already lost.... ='(


7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
-- 20% to my dad, 20% to my mum. And some to my loved one (if i have one). Get a car and all those things i wanted (lappie, hp, psp, etc etc)... and either save up or invest the remaining (on a trusted secure place, of course)


8. If someone broke your hand, what would u do?
-- i'll ask why?!?!??!!! eventually i had to forgive also wud.. =.=""

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
-- Not applicable.. Copied this from friendster bulletin.. random, i know...


10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
-- a male! lolxxx... he will know when it's time for him to know...

11.Describe your fantasized-life.
-- Well, it's not about every richness in the world... Not about every great achievemet or marrying the most handsome or most rich guy or whatsoever.. Its just a simple life with the "HIM". To be happy, to be loved, to be cared of. That is really something that real money can't buy!!


12. What is your ambition?
-- Professional dancer, famous band singer, international model, well known psychologist (which profession? yet to be confirmed), a good daughter, wife and mother. well, never limit ur skies, rite? lolxxx dream big, ppl!!

13. What is the thing that will make you think someone is bad?
-- Body language, attitude, lies!!!!


14. What are the most important things in your life?
-- Refer to the side... lolxxx... under "ShE SeRiOuSLy LuRb:::....."

15.Are you a shopaholic or not?
-- How do you define one? i shop, but i dun buy everything lar.. money dun drop from the sky, yo! lolxxx...


16. Do you believe in youself?
-- Yup!!! Altho i know, i may be fake at times... argghhhh...


17. Honestly, do you think life is fair?
-- Life is never fair.. but hey, if you see things from a optimist perspective, life would be much more beautiful and colourful. =)

18. What do you wanna do?
-- i wanna change the way things are... huiiyoooo... lolxxx

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

my dream of having you back will someday, somehow, come true!!! =)

ஐ永远爱吴健豪的黄丽婷ஐ

i'm emo....

i'm moody....

i'm crying......

yet, i still have to do assignments..... T.T

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

ஐ永远爱吴健豪的黄丽婷ஐ

i'm home...

Monday

27 October 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第110天

Just came back from ipoh 6 hours ago... Came back, straight hug devillie... =D

recall him saying "run to honey n huggy.." after he reach home from somewhere.. ='(

Went there on Sunday morning.. Left at 9, after breakfast... Thank God, the traffic was smooth... And we were kinda rushing... Rushed to Tapah in 1 hours 20mins i guess... After all the candle lighting and prayers for all the departed souls of my family, we left to makan.... Not much appetite lar... ='( Coz i started to cough already... boohoooo!!!

Continued our journey to ipoh after lunch and reached about 2 something... I manage to nap a while only, coz mum's car too bouncy... cannot sleep.. =.="" At 3pm, buka meja time!!! Wat buka meja? MAHJONG!!! Bwahahahhahahaa...... My kaki-kaki sekalian is my uncle, aunt n cousin... hahaha.... played 7 hours!!! 3 hours b4 dinner and another 4 after... butt also can go flat.. lolxx... i lost rm2.10, i think.. aunty win all... =( got 2 sets of mahjong there lea... one is ours and one is my biggest cousin's... can actually play 2 table.. coz we play 3 kaki only... lolxx.. but my uncle and mum tired... bro n dad busy watch tv.. so only me, cousin n aunt play lor..

hmmmm... i din get to sleep well at night.. ='( for a few reasons... ='(

1. i too miss him larr..... wat else? lol

2. i miss devillie, i miss my bolster also...

3. too hot lar...

4. mosquito bully me...

5. nose blocked, very hard to breathe

keep tossing left and right only.. ='(

oh yeah... and today i saw this car with the number plate WRS xxxx in ipoh!!! i was like omg omg omg omg!!!! =.= """ mostly cars there starts with A-something-something... =.= like that also can see... so speechless.... and i saw 2 others on the highway... =.=

anyway, guess i need to get out of my holiday mood (altho just a day or two) and get back to assignments... blahhh... =( i said i was way behind schedule, didn't i? makes it double boohooo... with the cough n flu n minor fatigue i'm having now, it's so suffering..... T.T i'm a good girl now... been drinking cough syrup, orange juices and also using the salt water... i dunno where i get the urge, but i know i need to get well real soon... ='(

kays, people... wanna watch tv and check out my long abandoned asignments... XD

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

i miss you...... T.T

i'm thinking of you.... =(

i'm dreaming of you... ='(

i'm still loving you.... =)

MACIP result's out..

Saturday

25 October 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第108天

continuation from the previous post...

Well, the results is out....

*drum rolls.....*

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Champion : Kelly

1st Runner-Up : Lyn

2nd Runner-Up : Li Naa

4th placing : Carine

5th placing : Queen

Well, told you my instinct is right wud... lolxxx... all the 5names are in... ahahhaha.... Okay, but i din expect Kelly to win champion lar.. Carine got 4th only.. =( hahaha... i acted as if i'm their big fan, nono, not really... anyway, HELP should declare holiday, shouldn't it? Since Lyn won the 1st runner-up place.. Give holiday lar.... lolxxxx..... Nor sure whether she will continue studying or not? If she does, i'll be her senior? O.o ahahhahaha....

Oh yeah, i'm going Ipoh tomoro... away from home.. away from lappie.. away from this sad place.. ahahhaa.. dramatic betul..... oh my gosh!!! away from devillie!!!!! nooooo........ ='( *quickly grabs devillie and hug... T.T* (wipes tears..)

last time, i remembered how i wish he can come along whenever i go ipoh to visit my aunty, uncle and cousin... ='( i wanna bring you along.... ='(

my emoness and moodyness made my sick worst, i guess? i think my body temperature is rising... =( i dowanna catch a fever too.. boohoooo!!! i'm feeling sleepy eventho i nap for almost 4 hours! and the worst thing is, i delayed all my schedules!!! i will be officially almost a week behind schedule when i come back on monday!!! sucks, man!!!! i hate it when i'm sick.. i can't do any work, eventho i feel motivated to.. yisshhh... i boo you, sickness, boo!!! since i can't do any work, i better sleep earlier and hope i will get well soon... ='( hugs devillie..... nights people...

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

i miss you....

and i'm sure, i will miss you even more these few days as i can't hug devillie...

i wish i can bring you along.... ='(

i love you to the max!!!

YOU, take k.... mwuacks..

Forever loving you.....

Saturday

25 October 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第108天

“ i.. love... you..... yong yuan dou bu fang qi, zhe ai ni de jue li.... ”

my gosh!!!!

went ate dinner just now and that restaurant is having 2 wedding ceremonies... so crap!!! and they played that song... ='( *dahlah aku ni sudah emo. dengar lagu cam tu, lagilah teruk =.=""* all along, tahan-ing my tears from flowing.. i was like "dun flow, dun flow..." =.= ZZzzz

Suppose to sit inside the rooms, but not enough place, so we sat outside since they did not book the whole place, only 20tables... so yeah, we were sitting outside and i'm basically spectaculating everything from the slideshows to the newly-married-couple.. ZZzzz

some more i saw the bride wore pink dress!!! and the groom wore pink shirt with white coat!!! omg!!!!! ='(

i remember him saying:

next time v marry, u wear pink dress, i wear pink coat, okay? ='(

sob sob.. okay, this sucksss.. i miss him even more now... thank you, God.. thank you so much... =.= (feel my sarcasm there)

playing in my mind now:

"forever loving you, wo duo me xiang you ni zai wo shen bian....."

T.T miss you miss you miss you..... rawrrr..

anyway, watching miss astro now.. hmmm... lyn should be in top 3... i guess it's 2nd place? hmmm... i like lyn, carine, queen, kelly and li naa.. they sure going in the top 5!!! how i know?? ahahaha... trust my.. er... wat you call that? lolxx... trust my taste?? lolxxx... the order not so sure lar... but i prefer carine most.. damn like her nose lar.. ahakss... but dun think she will get champion.. =( mayb kelly?? we shall see who wins... till then... ciaoz...

oh yea...

HaPpY hAtChDaY eLiZaBeTh... altho i know you dun see this. XD

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

Forever loving you......

recall you saying :

i dun k u love me or not, like me or not, hate me or not, i just wan to be with u.... ='(

what happened now? zhem me le??!!? ='(

praying hard, wishing hard, hoping hard... ='(

我最爱的还是你。。

Friday

24 October 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第107天

“because a guy like you is impossible to find, you're impossible to find...”

My sore throat is getting worst!!! Boohooo!!! *quickly drinks even more water* Yesterday i had maggi goreng for supper some more.. =.="" some more so salty.... worst! what to do? when it's 11.30om, only mamak came to our mind! Thank God i din had the nasi lemak that my bro n greg had.. Eli says it's very spicy..... O.o

Went college today.... Just to do something for MindGames.... Some more i waited almost 2 hours just to get that flyers stamped... Everytime i went to get the stamp, sure something happens... blahblahblahh... today i went, miss cindy ask me whether did i inform the department about the event? i was like so blur because i woke up super early, and slept like 'super early' also... i was wondering wat event lar?? inform who? need to inform? Then i asked her, "Do i need to? i wasn't aware.." She said "yar..." but, to me, it meant more like "duh??" lolxxx =.="" i was like "but it's only a meeting..." and she said wateva that has POSTER need to fill in the form... i'm not pasting poster also... ishhh... Thank God finally settled la, with the help of bro's fren.. pheww...

Went to badminton straight from college.. Feel so bad, dad had to come all the way to college from work to fetch me there and then went back to work again... =.="" What to do? No car, no ppl fetch..... argghhh.... hope there wun be anymore next time...

today alex, calise and daphne tagged along... Logan missed the sushi again.. bwahahaha... no fate with sushi la you.. we had like 4 tupperware filled with sushi.. got wasabi some more.. =.="" saw bee hong, joey and the gang when i'm leaving... not sure who else is going tho..

hmmm... felt a bit moody larr... apa ni? ='( mayb it's because when i'm sick i dun like being annoyed with questions that requires me to speak, coz my throat is very bad now... and i had no idea why, my parents ask me alot today... since they came back.... arggghhh... feel like saying, dun ask me la, i dunno... Sshhhhhh.....ZZzzz

(shouts aloud) I DUN LIKE BEING MOODY!!!

i'm so tired and sleepy altho i took a 3 hours nap!!! Guess i'm reaally sick again.. ='(

and i'm drowsy + grumpy now... hmmmphhh.... ='(

The sky is always crying... YOU, take k. dun get sick like me!

"Wo zui ai de hai shi ni, yong yuan dou shi...."

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

永远爱吴健豪的黄丽婷

我最爱的还是你。。

The one i love the most is still you...

Because a guy like u is impossible to find, it's impossible to find~~~~

Thursday

23 October 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第106天

i'm falling sick again... i can sense it already... got da symptoms.. Sob sobss... i dowanna get a sore throat now... ='( can't afford to lose my voice now... boohoooo!!! *drink lots and lots of water* yeah, i've been drinking much water already =)

i heard secondhand serenade's fall for you twice today!!! hmmmm..... O.o

(if u're unfamiliar with the song, check it out. it's at the most bottom)

part of the song:

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before?

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another dayI swear it's true

Because a guy like you's impossible to find

You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended

I always swore to you I'd never fall apart

You always thought that I was stronger

I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you over again

Don't make me change my mind

So breathe in so deep

Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep

And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap

And remember me tonight when you're asleep

a very nice song.... made me tear-ed, thinking of him...

*toughen myself, wipes tears away* ='(

i realise i've been laughing alot lately... laughing to get myself all tired up... getting my head of the issue for a few minutes... getting my head of the fact that you are gone.. boohooooo!!! arggghhh... *i know, i know... i'm fake.. ='( just wanna be happy. do i have a choice? NO*

Sob sobsss...

i know, i know... i've been putting this picture alot...

but this is really what i wished.... ='(

eventho i'm sick already, YOU, please, please dun get sick!!

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

every night will be the night that i will fall for you, over again.....

i still lurb you, like i always did from the start.... ='(

and i miss you........

Randomnesss.....

This is really sweet (to all the girls....)

When a Girl is quiet... millions of things are running in her mind.

When a Girl is not arguing... she is thinking deeply.

When a Girl looks at u with eyes full of questions... she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a Girl answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds... she is not at all fine.

When a Girl stares at you... she is wondering why you are lying to her.

When a Girl lays on your chest... she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a Girl wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a Girl says ' I love you '... she means it.

When a Girl says ' I miss you '... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person....

Find a Guy ..

Who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy...

Who kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

i love you.......

i miss you....... ='(

Wednesday

22 October 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第105天

i miss talking to you on the phone...
(you will stay in line with me even you had nothing to say... we are always reluctant to hang up, and will always end up sleeping very late)

i miss eating with you...
(you will always cut the steaks and twirl pasta for me and spoonfeed me)

i miss argueing with you...
(you will always have your way to make me happy again... you will first let your temper out, then my turn, and eventually we will be okay again)

i miss crying with you...
(you will call me and make sure i dun hang up eventho we had nothing to say but hearing each other's sobs)

i miss walking with you..
(i will always imitate the way you walk and you will always pretend to walk properly)

i miss sitting with you..
(you will always disturb me and had fun annoying me)

i miss your hug..
(especially when i nearly left you during May 2008, if you remember)

i miss your kiss..
(i remember how funny and sweet your first kiss is)

i miss your sillyness..
(and that's what brightens up my day)

i miss plainly giggling at you...
(you will always ask me what is so funny... i actually wanna make you giggle with me too, which i sometimes succeed.. i giggle because i'm happy when i'm with you)

i miss laughing with you...
(espcially at our sillyness...)

i miss studying with you...
(you will still hold my hand even Mr. Alex disturbs and teases)

i miss watching movie with you..
(that's when i can be close to you because i m super cold)

i miss shiverring with you...
(i remember how we used to compare who is colder by the heat transfer from our hands)

i miss sms-ing you..
(i will tell you wateva and almost anything happening.. but you claimed that i don't)

i miss sitting beside you when you drive...
(because i can start disturbing you and snap your photo)

i miss going out with you...
(we will always end up dunno where to go.. but as long as it's with you, i'm happy enough)

i miss walking beside you when you're out with your friends...
(altho i feel bored, but i'm happy i got you)

i miss looking at you...
(and i will eventually start giggling at you)

i miss your voice...

(and it really does comfort me when i'm afraid...it really did, before my presentations and exams)

i miss you and everything about you........... ='(

And i miss Momo too.. =(

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee Forever

forever loving you....

never will i give up on you, as what i had promised you........

Birthday shoutouts...

2i oCtObEr

HaPpY hAtChDaY aMbEr!!!!

2oo7 bday celebration

2oo7 prom night

haven get the photo for 2oo8 celebration

AND ALSO

9 OcToBeR (did i get the date correctly? @.@)

HaPpY bELaTeD hAtChDay aLeX aH kOr!!!

2oo7 celebration at TGI's

2oo8 celebration at FullHouse

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

his bday coming dy.. hmmm...

Rainbow = hope?? Hopefully.... =S

Monday

2o October 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第103天

i'm dead tired... was at college from 8am to 6pm.. arrrgghhh

Hmmm.. not sure what happened to me. I actually ate 2 lunch!!! once at 11am, once at 3pm. lolxxxx... i'm so hungry...

jam jam jam.... everyday jam... no, not the edible one, i mean the traffic jam!!!! hate 4pm classesss........ why?? coz it will definitely be jam at that hour... and i had 2 4pm classes now... boohoooo!!

i reached home bout 7!!! (can you imagine how a 20min jouney can end up taking one whole hour?) came back, i washed rice first... so good? ahahhaa.. have to la... bro dunno ma.. (mayb he dowanna know.. =.="") So good hor? Next time my husband no food, sure at least got rice.. (Roger, 2008) lolxxx... Got rice cooker wud.. ahahhaa.. wun die wan. sure got rice... wanted to learn to cook during the previous holiday (yah, that holiday again), but no, i din't... boohooo!!

*what's the point learning anymore? ='( okay lar, at least, what's the point learning it now? =(*

i bath, ate, and rushed to church... until 10.30 only finish... bout 11 only reach home... need to finish up my psy110 journal and mc100 group project.... just finished the journal.. and i'm so dead tired... T.T *lies down, hug devillie* i wanna sleep! booohoooo!!!! i will be busy busy busy busy these few days.... as i said, assignments are pilling... trying to schedule my time so that i wun procrastinate until last minute... will see whether it works... so far, my draft schedule looks nicely done.. XD like wat ppl always say, schedules are nice to see, but not to be followed.. lolxxx.. okay, true!

did i mention i saw rainbow last monday? yes? no? think i din... hahaha, okay, i saw rainbow!! lolxxx.. now, i told u! lol =.="""

and i saw like 2? seriously, damn the rainbows (notice the's') are hugggggggge..... so nice.... so long ago since i saw one... like years ago??? hardly get to see one now... and i spot 2 on last monday, 13 oct!!! guess most people would have saw it as well, it is really so spectacular, yo! lalalalala... wished upon the rainbow.... yeah, i did! what i wish? *shhhhhh.... =P*

argghhhh... guess i better get my eye balls back to assignment before it pops out.... XD huhuhu... i wanna sleep.... beddy.................. wait for me, will ya? i will come a little while more... XD okay, i know, i'm talking to even my bed! yeah, yeah.. anything... nights people... (not for me yet, boohooo!!!)

back to work, yo!!

Pon is so cute.....

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still i wanna say "love you loads..."

hugging devillie like how i wish i can hug you.. ='(

am still moody....='(

Sunday

i9 October 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第102天

wuwuwu.... i can't stand this anymore... emo-ness, go away~~~~~~~~~~~ I HATE YOU!! ='(

i still hasn't got the mood to blog bout yesterday yet, so yeah... wait until u get it!

I've got nagging from mum like for months ady, to tidy the mess in my room... =( Was supposedly to tidy it in July! During the long holidays.... but then something happened, which made my whole holiday dull dull dull, until i lost the mood to even tidy my room, i mean seriously! It's that bad! besides sleeping n working, i think i did nothing much... dun feel like doing anything.... i just slept myself away, avoiding reality... ='( Yeah, i had actually left the mess there for a 3 whole month before tidying it, because i just dun have the mood to do so!!! Wateva motivation, wateva strength, wateva enthusiasm has been scared of by that freaking two words... Everything lost in just one night, EVERYTHING! The worst part is i din even get to study all the required chapters for my July's finals (1st sem).... could have finished, but i just couldn't make it.. it hurts damn bad. argghhh... i went in the exam hall, starring at the essay question, blank! can't think of anything... just felt like crying at that very moment... *not because of the question, get it right.* thank God, results weren't so bad.... if not, i really dunno larrr...... T.T

While tidying, i teared again... Yeah, i did it again! ='( I saw wat i shouldn't see... I stare at the writings and the scribbles with watery eyes, wipe them away before it rolls down my cheek... i just can't help it, but i miss him so much..... ='( i guss i shall not talk any further now. before my mood drops to zero, altho it's already down down down down down to like 1%?? Shall stop before i miss him even more... and i seriously need to cry now...

After crying? Do assignments, mayb? Yeah, they dun accept the reason of crying or heartbroken as an exception of not handing in assignments. So yeah, damn it!

My heart is still broken since the day u left...... ='(



this is exactly what is happening right now... T.T being me as pon(yellow)

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Why does it have to end this way??? ='(

Can we not end like this? T.T

i miss you, i love you.................. i really do!!!!!!!!

OMG! i cried... boohooo!

Saturday

i8 October 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第101天

我真的真的很想你！ T.T

Just came back from makan with Tuna's for Szen's early celebration... And everyone happy happy, suddenly i cried.. wtf, i know... =.="" went to pao bing and they started la with the emo songs... which made me miss him even more! =.=" THANK YOU! so, tahan jer la... Then there came Jay's Cai Hong... I cried terus.... ='( Aihzzzz... i'm still tear-ing now... boohoooo!!! *hugs devillie*

Dowan blog bout the celebration first lar... no mood ler now... T.T

Did you know? And i still do... ='(

if only.....

am crying, withou you................

i miss u, i wan hug u...... T.T

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I will love you till the end, eventho u dun anymore..... ='(

~*.*~ ShEஐRopHaNiE ~*.*~

Friday

i7 October 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第100天了!!!! T.T

以经第100天了。。。。 到现在我还是那么爱你！！ 真的是从来没变过的！！ ='( 如果我们能在有机会在一起， 我肯定我一定会好好珍惜你的！！！！！ ='(

Stayed at home the whole day.. Watched TeeVee, play online games, eat snacks, read blogs....

Ahhhhh..... So long din relax like this already.... ='( Well, one day is enough! Tomoro, back to work... boohoooo...

Assignments are piling up, looking at me, 'laughing' and 'teasing' me... ahahah dramatic-nya.... okok.. i rephrase.. assignments are piling up, waiting for me to finish them... =(

Tomoro will be a dead-tired-busy day... Leaving to college bout 9.30... Stayed back until 4 to do assignments and then come back to rest a while before heading to dinner with the Tuna's... For Szen's bday... So fast October dy.... Boohooo... Assignments back-to-back! Monday, hand in PSYio5(yet to be done), Tuesday, PSYiio journal(yet to be done too) and Wednesday, MKTiio(yet to be done also XD)... 3 in a row.... as i said, October is assignment's month... Good luck, Stephanie... ='( +u+u

it's still bleeding... ='(

i love you, but nothing i can do, but wait...

i really need to say this:

I MISS YOU!!!!!! T.T

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i will continue to love you no matter wat happens..

i will wait for you even if it means waiting for one thousand years.....

just wanna say I STILL LOVE YOU..... ='(

i wish, i hope, i pray, i dream that it will come true...

Thursday

i6 October 2oo8
没有吴健豪的第99天

Busy busy busy...

Assignments... Quizes... Mid term... Experiments... Arggghhhh....

Glad that i finish my PSY112 mid term and MC100 1OCHAPTERS quiz! Pheww... Crazy.. 10 chapters... only for 10%!!! wth... anyway, i din get to finish reading, only read 7.5 out of 10... lolxxxx alot okay? until page 316! my brain shut down after the 7th chapters... Tired!!!!

bcoz i din finish studying, i lost few points out of the total 50points. i flushed it down the toilet bowl just like that!!!! boohoooo.... Finish is finish, results i dunno larr... lolxxx.. =S no eyes seee.....

Tomorrow, holiday...

Saturday, go college to register tutorial, finish up 2 asgs, then at night gonna go makan with tuna's for Szen's bday...

Sunday, hmmmm.... dunno yet....

Monday = die... hhahaha... no larr... too dramatic... Wun die wan... Tired only.... Dead tired.. =P

Hmmm....

October = Assignments' month (Rush like hell)
November = Presentation's month (Gan cheong kao kao)
December = Finals' month (Damn stress n hectic)

Some more got carolling for Christmas.. Been practicing hard dy... Gonna start going round on Dec 1! And my finals is there!!! Rili hope that God will guide me... ='(
Practice 4 days a week

Gonna 100 days lu.............. hmmm... (okay, okay, randomness... =.="")
To: Him
Hope you know what you doing lar... Whatever it is, all the best lar.. Just make sure you take k.

i wish, i hope, i pray, i dream.........

'internal' bleeding

我只能偷偷喜欢你 ='(

到现在， 我对你的爱从来没有变过!!!!!

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if only you know.....

你最经还好吗？ ='(

Thursday

2 October 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第八十五天

Went watch Connected with bro n daddy... Nice movie... Funny... ahahahahah

Ate first at Food & Tea. My gosh.... They mixed up our orders.. =.=""" And i said i wan ice honey lemon, dunno why she heard me saying other food, which is a mee.. =.= Obviously that page all drinks wan lor, dunno what she dreaming lar.. ZZzzz.... Some more got a kid went missing.. He actually walked out the shop.. =.=" I saw him walking out alone and no one chasing after him also.. tsk tsk.. terrible lar... Until they keep searching for him, then i told them, i think i saw him walk out already.... =.= At the end, they found him lar.. jusco not that big only mar.. haha

Then at night went dinner with mum's side uncles and aunts. Uncle's bday today... Hmmm.. no photos of him... haha.. Went aunt's restaurant at Sri hartamas again... Dunno why lar, dun feel like eating... Mayb coz of my cough n flu, make me lose my appetite.. ishhh.....

I slept early also... bout 11... =.=""" I need to start studying for psy112 ady!!!! Mid term this wed!! And i haven touch the book... shit shit shit.... which chapter to read already?? =S this few days, i sleep sleep and sleep only... =.="" like so relaxing.. ZZzzz... i slept at 11 ytd, just woke bout 1 just now... =.=""" About 14 hours lea!!! My gosh... Need to start studying!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lolxxx... ZZzzz...

I'm ME

u saw the pillow key chain? i'm still keeping it, like how i keep u close to my heart... ='(

='(

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i dreamt of you, i think of you, i miss you, i love you.... ='(

你最经还好吗？ ='(

永远爱着吴健豪的黄丽婷