Why do i still have to cry for u??? =(

1月6日

6th January 2oo9

没有吴健豪的第181天

About class today...

I'm getting a little frightened by psy111, tho... =S studying the brain? Oh, great.... =.="""

Why on earth must they make us study psy112 before psy111??? So smart..... =.=""" I rather study the hard one first.. =S but i did pay a little attention in class, tho.. XD

Next on is...*I shall not say wat class is that*

Just 3 words... OhmyGod......

She succeeded in instilling bad first impression... You did it, girl! woohoo, way to go.. (note the sarcasm, pepo) I'm being sarcastic and mean here coz pepo rili get on my nerves today. They crossed over the line, way far over the line...

Can you imagine conflict already taking place on the first day itself.. She, as the lecturer, can't even decide for us what are we suppose to do!!

First of all, she said we shall VOTE for our foreman. Guess what? She chose the foreman and thats it! Full stop! Close case! And she claimed that 'okay, we have voted our foreman'. WTH? "Helo, that wasn't even a voting session." Okay, fine... Then she thinks we need an assistant as well. Adrian suggested one from my department since we will need to keep close contact with the person. Agreed on. But, the foreman (a 'he') actually chose his own assistant. And it must be a girl.. Double WTH? wat u think this is like choosing your wife? urrghhh... Democracy, pepo!

Next on she said that we can choose whether we would like to do paperwork or fieldwork. I'm kinda looking into doing fieldwork.. Again, conflict arises. Arggghhh.. Why? Coz she and the foreman seems to be bias... Like, obviously.. Okay, before that, wat's with the fieldwork+paperwork thingie? This means we had to do a paperwork in addition to the fieldwork already done. Yeah, it's a one package.. Can't she like just grade us based on the fieldwork? Use your brain a bit, will ya? Most of the class agreed on paperwork as they disagree with the idea of fieldwork+paperwork in addition... We voted, and majority of them wanted paperwork.. Yet, they carried out a debate! -.- At first i was okay if we had to do paperwork, fine with me. But as the debate gets hotter, i got pissed as well.

Why? Because of the stupid reasons some ppl were giving and there's this girl which is so bitchy that i felt like slapping her! DAMN... She said she doesn't wan fieldwork because it is risky. The way she talk is worst than wat i'm gonna write here: "i am a third year student and i have done alot of fieldwork before. Trust me, it is bad. You wouldn't wanna do a fieldwork. And 30% is alot. I don't want to risk my marks. It's just too risky" HELLO!!! LIFE IS ALL ABOUT RISK WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. Why not telling your employer next time? i'm not gonna do this proposal and i'm not gonna carry out this project, YES it will gain us damn alot of profit, but if it fails, it will cause us much pain. That's what you meant, dont u? Why not you dun study as well? U're risking your money, mayb u wun get a job out of your degree as well... How about that, bitch? Nonsense!! Totally bullshit!

Enuf with the bitch. Back to the issue.. About the decision between fieldwork or paperwork. Majority said paperwork. So, the minorities showed dissatisfaction on their faces.. Like hello!!! what nonsense excuses you are giving us and you want to shut us up with that??? The lecturer noted the dissatisfaction and actually caused an almost-never-ending debate. My gosh!!! U can never get 100% agreement okay? Totally impossible! She kept saying, i can still see some of you disagreeing and shaking your heads. SO? DO YOU EVEN CARE? MAJORITY WINS RIGHT? WHAT'S THE POINT OF ASKING US ANYMORE? u already had a clear answer in mind. Both the foreman and lecturer, that they prefer paperwork. Its already total bias through the words u used and the lame persuasion u're giving. How were they bias? They were giving us all sorts of nonsense excuses and weak persuasion, which failed to make me (or maybe us)to understand why they chose paperwork. Not only that, she even asked all those who does not agree to paperwork to stand up. Why must it be those whom disagreed? Bias, isn't it? I'm not gonna stand coz i'm not gonna get involve in this shit and make a fool out of myself trying to talk to fools. Urghhh... We were so fed up that we asked her to decide for us. Fair enuf. You are the lecturer, ur decision we respect (coz we have to, anyway). Again she did not decide on one. Heaven's sake, just decide lar! Damnit!!

Well, i had no idea how it ended as i was too fed up, i walked out of class. I rather stay in the toilet. All i can say is, i know i'm not gonna like your class. So, wateva! I dun give a damn. I just wan my results to be good, so i have to bear with all these nonsense crap. Gahhh....

Enuf of sarcasm.. More cursing and sarcasm will definitely get me a place in hell. =X

Oh well, back to my life, then..

Went to get Daphy's present today.. Was having a bad bad bad period pain right after lunch in McD. I had no idea how long i sat there, nearly 2 hours, maybe. Was feeling dizzy and nausea... =( i can feel the whole world is spinning round and round.. =.="" I know i need to go to the toilet coz i will definitely feel better but at the same time i know i wun be able to make it. Not even sure whether i can walk. Ate the pill and waited. But i got more dizzy and even tried to puke but nothing came out.. Just felt like jumping down from where i was, weyhh. -.- this is the 2nd time i took that pill and i hope no third time.. =S Was getting better after i made my visit to the toilet. lolzz

And i went cuckoo after that.. -.- Drug effect, mayb? But when i'm sick, i'm damn sick -.-""

Original plan carried on, but i was squarting everywhere, every now and then.. I told ling i felt like staying low, low to the ground. i even sang "Low, low, low, low..." -.- Never give me a pill if you had other choice. lolxxx... And we managed to get the present! =) Babe, ur pressie is on it's way.. =D

In conclusion, i made it thru the pain and suffering =)

Oh yeah, half of my results are out....

I dun like my psy105's... ='( Boohooo....

My cgpa 'SLIDE' down.... -.-

'Dup, dup dup....' Dropped..

Aihhhh... Damn sad lorr....

I'm satisfied with my marks... Its within 65%-70%, happy enuf.. But the grades.... Oh, man... What's with the grades? Who the hell set the grades... 5% difference for a 0.25 point of difference in cgpa is alot, man. Aihhh.... Enuf said, i'm sad! Boooooo....

Leaving already.. Nightsss.. (emo-ing)

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why do i still cry for you?

why do i still long for you?

why do i still dream of you?

coz i still love you...