A rainbow after the pouring rain?

Friday

27 February 2oo9

没有吴健豪的第233天

Wow.. it has been more than a month since i last wrote here.. Amazing, no? Perhaps it's more of a usual stuff to me. =P

Alot of things happened within this one month, which i will only mention a few. (else this will be a long, draggy, boring post)

Well, Jul's back and Jul's gone again back to Aussie.. Happy to see her, still the same Jul that we had known of all along.

Marvin's gone too. Six months to Germany for his training. See ya on 23rd August, yea?

Darren's gonna leave soon too... Almost everyone is leaving..

Well, who's gonna leave will somehow leave one day..

I learnt alot since the last month.. I didn't know how. But somehow, God made me realise how i'm lucky in ways compared to others. I might not have all the riches in the world, all the closest people i ever wished for, but at least i have more than those less unfortunate.. all i wished now is to learn how to be happy with wat i have and for who i am.. I'm still learning.. Life will never be easy, as it has never been easy for me, but i wun give up being who i wanna be..

i was betrayed, i was being cheated of my feelings.. i may seem small but i'm happy that i'm tougher than i thought i am. It's okay to cry, it's okay to feel sad.. as long as i know, God will always be there for me.. =')

Suddenly i had the urge to go to orphanages.. No idea why... Just felt so..

sing for the little children, play with them, buy them presents...

i may not be rich to give so much, but at least i 

know thats wat i could at least do.. Maybe, someday......

but for now, i need some directions in life about something... if only i could dream about it.....

okay, i shall not be emotified here and i need something to cheer me up. Games, maybe? =)

and you, make sure you take good care of urself!

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everything may have changed...

but my love for you has always been the same... =)