I AM MOO-DY

Tuesday

i3 January 2oo9

没有吴健豪的第188天

I'm lazy to write a long post here... *And my mood is getting worst, i tell u* Yea, mayb it's the year of a cow, so i'm going MOO-dy... (almost since new year, damn!)

Anyway, since i'm so not in the mood, so short goes everything... Teeheee...

Nothing happened today besides those routine-like activities... And my moodiness actually made me sleep more than 12 hours!!! Shit! When is all this gonna end? Like, seriously... ='(

And yea, thanks to my moodiness, i have postponed doing my assignments! Great!

Monday

i2 January 2oo9

没有吴健豪的第187天

Assignments starting to pile up already... =( Boohooo!!! A few are pending and some are on their way.. Noooo.... There goes all my lazy days...

And i dun like BioPsychology! Damn.. I'm missing form 5's biology already... Trust me, it's way easier... Way less complicated... Why does people have to make life complicated, anyway? Why???? ='(

Sunday
ii January 2oo9
没有吴健豪的第186天

Ooooo. i did something out of randomness, yo.. which is?

From this.....

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To this....

Tada!!!

From old-looking childish, to young-looking mature?? O.o

Bwuahahahhaa... Random enuf? No?

Jon asked "I heard girls change their hairstyle when they broke up"

I answered "Hmm.. Then i guess i should have done it 6 months ago. " -.-

Saturday
io January 2oo9
没有吴健豪的第185天

Errr... I basically forgot wat i did besides sleeping, eating, watching tv and going to church. Bwuahahha....

So, skip.. Next!! XD

Friday
9th January 2oo9
没有吴健豪的第184天

Back to badminton.. =) Weeee... Be healthy, pepo..

No-longer-happy eleven-niversary day! ='(

Damn moody this day.. Crap! God knows why lar.. Booohooooo!!

Half a year already.... T.T

Thursday
8 January 2oo9
没有吴健豪的第183天

Mass comm tutorial was... Err.... No comment la... I forgot wat she teached... =p

And damn that bitch is in my tutorial.. Oh man... Damnit!!!

Arggghhhhhhh..... Shut up, you bitch!!!

Okay, stop cursing...

For design class... Hmmm.... Oh, i learnt Adobe today... Yea, i never know how to use one properly.. -.- Today is really really basic and i went "ooo, aaa" already.. =.=""

See wat i did out of boredom.... Muahahhaha.. =P

Me being the thin aneroxic hamster.

Adrian being the weird face rabbit.

Ling being the long nose dog.

I am really bored, okay. lol

And okay, i had a bad moody week. So, yeah.. Gonna sleep. Nights people..

ஐAre-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Eeஐ
half a year has gone in a blink of eyes...

Yet, i still love you all the same, if only you can feel and understand...

I love you, i miss you...

Wateve it is, i hope u will always be happy... Altho i m so not.. T.T

Unorganized thoughts...

1月7日

7th January 2oo9

没有吴健豪的第182天

My heart feels sour today.. ='(

Dun ask me why, i dunno.. -.-

I woke up feeling like how i felt now, after my nap.

I bet i can't even organize my thoughts right now. Feels so messy. Gahhh....

Suddenly thought of my first design project.. And i went moody.. =.="" The whole 4 projects will be on wedding planner company.. How great! =.= aihhh.... Need to think of a virtual name, a design for logo, etc etc... aihhh... Just hope i can find my mood to complete it coz i totally got no mood now just thinking about it T.T

I did not pay attention in class today. Bad, i know... Not in the study mood yet... And it feels so hard... About biology... Yea, i had to learn biology all over again.. About the nerves, the brains etc etc... With all the stupid long terms to remember.. In addition to that, i'm still worry about my bad results.. Aihhh... How lar, how? I know i need to work harder, i know i can't procrastinate, i know yet i still do... -.-

Well, there is alot of things i know i shouldn't be doing and yet i'm still doing...

Watched Four Christmases today with the girls.. Its a comedy+romance movie.. So, maybe that added to my moodiness?? God knows lar...

Okay, i dunno wat to say already.. Rili not in the mood. Hope tomoro will be a better happier day... And 8am class sux to the max!

I DUN LIKE WAKING UP FEELING MOODY!!!

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i think i'm gonna cry again, altho i dun like to...

i'm so lost without u.. aihh.... ='(

Why do i still have to cry for u??? =(

1月6日

6th January 2oo9

没有吴健豪的第181天

About class today...

I'm getting a little frightened by psy111, tho... =S studying the brain? Oh, great.... =.="""

Why on earth must they make us study psy112 before psy111??? So smart..... =.=""" I rather study the hard one first.. =S but i did pay a little attention in class, tho.. XD

Next on is...*I shall not say wat class is that*

Just 3 words... OhmyGod......

She succeeded in instilling bad first impression... You did it, girl! woohoo, way to go.. (note the sarcasm, pepo) I'm being sarcastic and mean here coz pepo rili get on my nerves today. They crossed over the line, way far over the line...

Can you imagine conflict already taking place on the first day itself.. She, as the lecturer, can't even decide for us what are we suppose to do!!

First of all, she said we shall VOTE for our foreman. Guess what? She chose the foreman and thats it! Full stop! Close case! And she claimed that 'okay, we have voted our foreman'. WTH? "Helo, that wasn't even a voting session." Okay, fine... Then she thinks we need an assistant as well. Adrian suggested one from my department since we will need to keep close contact with the person. Agreed on. But, the foreman (a 'he') actually chose his own assistant. And it must be a girl.. Double WTH? wat u think this is like choosing your wife? urrghhh... Democracy, pepo!

Next on she said that we can choose whether we would like to do paperwork or fieldwork. I'm kinda looking into doing fieldwork.. Again, conflict arises. Arggghhh.. Why? Coz she and the foreman seems to be bias... Like, obviously.. Okay, before that, wat's with the fieldwork+paperwork thingie? This means we had to do a paperwork in addition to the fieldwork already done. Yeah, it's a one package.. Can't she like just grade us based on the fieldwork? Use your brain a bit, will ya? Most of the class agreed on paperwork as they disagree with the idea of fieldwork+paperwork in addition... We voted, and majority of them wanted paperwork.. Yet, they carried out a debate! -.- At first i was okay if we had to do paperwork, fine with me. But as the debate gets hotter, i got pissed as well.

Why? Because of the stupid reasons some ppl were giving and there's this girl which is so bitchy that i felt like slapping her! DAMN... She said she doesn't wan fieldwork because it is risky. The way she talk is worst than wat i'm gonna write here: "i am a third year student and i have done alot of fieldwork before. Trust me, it is bad. You wouldn't wanna do a fieldwork. And 30% is alot. I don't want to risk my marks. It's just too risky" HELLO!!! LIFE IS ALL ABOUT RISK WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT. Why not telling your employer next time? i'm not gonna do this proposal and i'm not gonna carry out this project, YES it will gain us damn alot of profit, but if it fails, it will cause us much pain. That's what you meant, dont u? Why not you dun study as well? U're risking your money, mayb u wun get a job out of your degree as well... How about that, bitch? Nonsense!! Totally bullshit!

Enuf with the bitch. Back to the issue.. About the decision between fieldwork or paperwork. Majority said paperwork. So, the minorities showed dissatisfaction on their faces.. Like hello!!! what nonsense excuses you are giving us and you want to shut us up with that??? The lecturer noted the dissatisfaction and actually caused an almost-never-ending debate. My gosh!!! U can never get 100% agreement okay? Totally impossible! She kept saying, i can still see some of you disagreeing and shaking your heads. SO? DO YOU EVEN CARE? MAJORITY WINS RIGHT? WHAT'S THE POINT OF ASKING US ANYMORE? u already had a clear answer in mind. Both the foreman and lecturer, that they prefer paperwork. Its already total bias through the words u used and the lame persuasion u're giving. How were they bias? They were giving us all sorts of nonsense excuses and weak persuasion, which failed to make me (or maybe us)to understand why they chose paperwork. Not only that, she even asked all those who does not agree to paperwork to stand up. Why must it be those whom disagreed? Bias, isn't it? I'm not gonna stand coz i'm not gonna get involve in this shit and make a fool out of myself trying to talk to fools. Urghhh... We were so fed up that we asked her to decide for us. Fair enuf. You are the lecturer, ur decision we respect (coz we have to, anyway). Again she did not decide on one. Heaven's sake, just decide lar! Damnit!!

Well, i had no idea how it ended as i was too fed up, i walked out of class. I rather stay in the toilet. All i can say is, i know i'm not gonna like your class. So, wateva! I dun give a damn. I just wan my results to be good, so i have to bear with all these nonsense crap. Gahhh....

Enuf of sarcasm.. More cursing and sarcasm will definitely get me a place in hell. =X

Oh well, back to my life, then..

Went to get Daphy's present today.. Was having a bad bad bad period pain right after lunch in McD. I had no idea how long i sat there, nearly 2 hours, maybe. Was feeling dizzy and nausea... =( i can feel the whole world is spinning round and round.. =.="" I know i need to go to the toilet coz i will definitely feel better but at the same time i know i wun be able to make it. Not even sure whether i can walk. Ate the pill and waited. But i got more dizzy and even tried to puke but nothing came out.. Just felt like jumping down from where i was, weyhh. -.- this is the 2nd time i took that pill and i hope no third time.. =S Was getting better after i made my visit to the toilet. lolzz

And i went cuckoo after that.. -.- Drug effect, mayb? But when i'm sick, i'm damn sick -.-""

Original plan carried on, but i was squarting everywhere, every now and then.. I told ling i felt like staying low, low to the ground. i even sang "Low, low, low, low..." -.- Never give me a pill if you had other choice. lolxxx... And we managed to get the present! =) Babe, ur pressie is on it's way.. =D

In conclusion, i made it thru the pain and suffering =)

Oh yeah, half of my results are out....

I dun like my psy105's... ='( Boohooo....

My cgpa 'SLIDE' down.... -.-

'Dup, dup dup....' Dropped..

Aihhhh... Damn sad lorr....

I'm satisfied with my marks... Its within 65%-70%, happy enuf.. But the grades.... Oh, man... What's with the grades? Who the hell set the grades... 5% difference for a 0.25 point of difference in cgpa is alot, man. Aihhh.... Enuf said, i'm sad! Boooooo....

Leaving already.. Nightsss.. (emo-ing)

ஐAre-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Eeஐ

why do i still cry for you?

why do i still long for you?

why do i still dream of you?

coz i still love you...

Moody-doody...

Monday

5th January 2oo9

没有吴健豪的第180天

Aloha.......

No, i'm not in a good mood.. =.="" *was actually in a moody-doody state know. God knows y!*

Anyway...

"OMG, TODAY IS SO DAMN FREAKING HOT!!!!"

Okay, maybe only my first class.. Damn... Trust me, I've been complaining like hell in class.. Totally felt like cooked meat in there... =.=""" HELP is rili one freaking weird place with weird temperatures... Geezzz.. Too hot that i even skipped one third of the class coz i can bare no more... =.= Yah, STEPHANIE WONG skipped class... =.= *How sinful!!! =/* It is that sucky okay.. Anymore seconds in that room, i will explode out of anger and violence... *fuiyooo.. dramatic.. -.- it's just too hot la, kay.. =P*

And OMG, that subject drooze me off... okay, almost...14 weeks with that subject? Oh, kill me please.. =P

Intro to design is better, tho... But alot effort is needed.. =S God bless me.. =P And frustation will definitely take place for a minor perfectionist like me... =.=""" I can feel it already... Gahhh....

Will be playing with Adobe Photoshop and Adobe Illustrator.. Sounds cool rite? =D

The best part is.... no exams!!! Wootss!!! Say NO to exams... XD

The stressful part is, continuous cumulative effort is needed... Need alot of alteration here and there... Yadayadayada... And oh, we need to draw something, using a pentool! DAMN! i can't even draw properly with a normal pen... =.="" And with the half-spoilt touchpad of my lappie? Gone case!!! Geeezzz.. I guess i need a mouse real soon already..

First day of college, i spend about RM30 already.. =.= (argghhh, sinful temptation..) Recession is gonna take place and i'm spending more... WTH? Save money, Stephanie, save money!!!!

Thats about it... Shall check out more classes as time comes... Hmmm... Guess i'll be going out tomoro and Wednesday after class... (Yah, spending again, GREAT!!) *making myself busy,tho.. =p*

Nights peeps.

XOXO

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if i can choose, i will choose to turn back time.. ='(

if only there is anti-moody and anti-miss medicine, i'll be the first to get it!!! T.T

Happy Hatchday Daphne...

1月4日

4th January 2oo9

没有吴健豪的第179天

Hey babe,

Happy Burfdae to you...

Hope you had a wonderful one this year...

Celebration and pressie is on their way, ya.

So be patient. =p

See you soon.

Take karezzz...

♥ XOXO ♥

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the gal is back....

Tuesday

30 December 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第174天

Boooo.... i'm back again..... after a long M.I.A... ngek ngek ngek....

A new year is coming, a new beginning? I pray so... =S

Errmmmm... Merry Christmas everyone... altho this year, i'm alone again... Mehhhh, yada yada... anyway, had fun and had vodka?!?! =.="" (i told u guys i dowanna drink rite? buat aku merah jer =P) Dun worry Shaun, i had fun... *was just trying to have fun drinking and dancing to get him out of my mind for a few minutes - oh well, it doesn't work. maybe only if i'm drunk?? haha* Anyway, thanks bro! =D

Holiday is so gonna end, and i'm so dead lazy... 0.o i dowanna go college... =( altho i enjoy the companion of people... but..... i dunno larr.... =( with my unstable mood, i'm afraid i wun be able to cope... i know i CANT, coz i never did, all i did was FORCING myself.. =.=

i'm messy again!!!!!!!!!!!

Just like how my playlist is.. =.="""

Dun ask me why, dun ask me how.. dun!

How i wish i can forget everything.... Everything... For once, i'm asking and hoping to forget everything......!!!! altho i dun mean it.... T.T

*Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee*

i still love you...

all i can think about it u, and damn it, i know.

No-longer-happy-tenniversary... ='(

Tuesday
9 December 2oo8
没有吴健豪的第153天

Yet another month passed... it's a total of 5 months now.. T.T boohooo!!!

StEfFiE ♥3٨٥٦♥ Mr.R

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5 months had gone, yet i still love you.... ='(

HaPpY hAtcHdAy To yOu....

Sunday
7 December 2oo8
没有吴健豪的第151天

Happie burfdae to you,
S'lamat hari jadi,
祝你生日快乐，
Chuk lei shang yat fai lok.



hApPy BiRtHdAy RoGeR!!!

Hope you enjoyed your day..... =)

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

i still love you and will still love you....... ='(

its Saturday, yo!!

Saturday

i5 November 2oo8
没有吴健豪的第129天

its Saturday, yo!!!
Hmmm.. my time flies nowadays... Its already a week gone within just a blink.. oh my!!!

I still recall me being in malacca last week..

Well, nothing much bout today..

Went church for practise... then makan-ed with them.. and back to practise again..
After all the lalala (singing), i went back and SLEPT for 2 hours!!! yea, i'm a pig, i know.. who cares? nothing can be more tempting than my oh-so-comfy-beddy..... okay, okay, i'm overly drama here.. hmm, at least it is tempting for a sleep deprived girl like me! i slept like less than 30 hours within the last 6 days... yea, thanks to assignments...

oh yah, i'm supposed to go for a (opps, i forgot the name) 'what's that again?' bazaar in KL, something to do with street dance!! and i'm so loving these kind of events!!! i wanna go, i wanna go, i wanna go!!!! Not to forget flyniversary in Central Park Avenue in Ou at night! Oh-man, i miss both!!! boohooo!!! T.T
a moment of silence please, let me mourn for my loss.. ahahaha.... lame!

hmmm, i'm not sure what shall i do now... i'm BORING but LAZY!!! nyehehehe....
YES, i have assignments.
YES, i have exams around the corner.
YES, i have presentations.
but
NO, i dun feel like doing any!!!!

yea, u heard me!
lol....


okay lar.... at least not today larrr... i'm mentally tired... ='(

i shall rejuvenate myself with some games, mayb? =D
i wan red alert 3!!!! i wan TIBERIAN SUN!!! i wan DOTA!! i wan CS!!! i wan NEED FOR SPEED UNDERGROUND!!!!
muahahahaha (revealling my guyish-side of me... =P)

aihh... forget it la... lemme just play some childish, girly games... (the only games i can get my hands on. boohooo!!)

kays, night pepo!!

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

i still miss you, still waiting for you...

where are you???? ='(

i like to move it, move it...

Friday

i4 November 2oo8

没有吴健豪的第128天

i like to move it, move it... i like to move it, move it.. XD

watched madagascar 2 today!!! so funnay.... well, due to the fact that i missed madagascar 1 the previous time, i was a little blur about what's happening tho. but it still made me laugh... =D

Well, we called Darren Moto moto after the show.. (inside joke)

So darren, who's Gloria? ahahhahaa

Went to Ou with Erisha, Adrian, Christy and Darren and his friends... i cant rber their names =( i only recall Nic (rite, christy? ehehehe)...

Waited for the slow-tortoise-Darren for almost an hour!!! My gosh!!! Adrian and christy waited almost 2 hours! @.@ Thank God, we made it in time for the 11.15 one. Grab popcorns and our seats... There, we are, started munching already... we're so damn hungry, u know.. And guess what? The show actually started bout 11.50!!! wtf! our popcorns were already half gone.

And i dunno what was i thinking, until i misinterpret SPRITZER as SPRITE!!! =.=""" Until the guy gave me a bottle of SPRITZER, i was like "oh no, it's a mineral water" tsk tsk tsk... Stephanie, Stephanie, Stephanie.. *thinking bout someone too much, mayb?*

Shall not talk bout the movie, find it out yourself! XD

Fast forward to LUNCH. nyehehe...

We actually went from Ou to Ikea! Coz Darren crave for meatballs that bad! =.="" Since he's the driver, so yeah, we went over to Ikea..

I never liked that place.. Coz the food can barely fill up my stomach.. =( Yet, i was kinda full today. thanks to the soft drink!! =.=" and mayb becoz of the popcorn too? o.O

Then we went to the safari thingie.... *which reminded me of him =(* We spent quite some time, looking at the dogs... they're just oh-so-adorable!!!! awwww.... i can see you nodding in agreement =D

The puppies are so iresistable!!! so cuteeeee..... and they are so playful.... (okay, not they, but one or two active ones.. the others are like sleeping pigs..) their little eyes and ears, and little paws... awwww..... kay, kay i can keep going on the whole day "awwww-ing" here.. lol *i wan a dog!!! and i miss Momo.. ='(*

i touch a snake!!! ehehehhe.... feels like the skin type of handbag.. =.="" julianne, are u scared already? nyehehehe....

KDU, after that.. errr.. no idea why we went there tho.. so random, i know... Okay, maybe a surprise visit to see Marvin? =)

Then we took a cab back to Kepong, in the midst of heavy rain... as the twins cant send us coz they had something on.

Oh well, that's about it for today...

No, there is no photo for today's outing...

Puppies!!!! (so adorable, rite, rite, rite?? =D)

*he used to say, this is me and him! ='(*

Are-O-Pee-Age-Eh-End-Eye-Ee

everytime i wish that this has never happened...

everytime i wish that you are still here with me... ='(